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もうなんか犯罪に遭い過ぎて疲れ果てているが(犯人が逮捕されたので明日警察署に行く)
ここで踏ん張らなきゃいけない気がする。
性犯罪癖と泥棒癖って本当の本当にまごうことなく不治の病だと思うよ。
娑婆に出さんといてくれよ。特に性犯罪者。

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そういや大昔の同人誌アップされて腹が立ったんで
おととい帰宅してから英語の怒り文章かいてたんだけど2時間ぐらい書いて疲れてしもた

Probably every reader already know that i and my lawyer have presented report of damage and letter of complaint about illegal sharing to Hyogo-Police early in 2016.
Though I always warned on this homepage and in my own Doujinshi to all readers that I forbid illegal sharing of my works on internet, offender shared my own old work on the illegal website.
Maybe did He think if he is allowed that he shares on internet only my own old works? it's overly optimistic.
Today i have told this matter to my lawyer and he will tell to police later on. sorry.

Can not buy my own works because books sold in used bookstore are too high price(or few)?
Okay, i tell you the fact.

I became mild depression because of the damage of above mantioned incident, so i could not draw comics for two and a half years.
I managed to issue new own doujinshi at the Comic-Market, but I did not sell it on the stores. Because i did not want to get suffer anymore.
That incident caused extensive damage to my mental health.
(Ninety percent of the income of my own comic is dependent on sales bookstore, so i earned hardly profit during the period.)

So my own works were few on the market and some used-book stores bid a high price for them. This is the whole story.

"Even if you forbid illegal sharing they never pay author" ?
yep i know. You are right. I know that the stealing habit and sex offender are incurable disease.

AND.
I know that people choose free thing even if they who never shoplifting.
Let's say here are two of the same quality and the same amount of liquor.One is 5 dollar, another one is free.
Which will people choose?The answer is obvious.

All doujinshi is one of the entertainment goods. We need money when we want to enjoy entertainment.
Can man enter to amusement park with no ticket?
私はただ対価を支払ってほしいだけです。けれど現在、私の作品はどこにも売っていません。
だから私が書店に本を卸すまで待っていてください。
私のような同人作家は出版社と契約を結んでいない。
ゆえに一度の違法アップロードが作家の人生を奪うことになるのです。(ここの文章はあとで英語に直す)

...Last month I suffered two crimes:
one. Indecent assault in mid-month.
two. this thing.

I've had enough. I'm tired. Do not dampen my enthusiasm anymore,...
Is Buddha telling me to die?

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ここまで書いて力尽きた。上の4行を英語にしたら完璧。もう眠すぎるので明日やる。
完成したらインデックスにこれみよがしに掲載しといたるわい。文法とかめちゃくちゃやけどまあ言いたいことは通じるやろ(適当)

ただやっぱりpatreon地味にやっててよかったと思うことがある
英語で絵の状況や同人誌の内容のキャプション書いたり返信せなあかんので、
必然的に英語勉強してることになるというか。

語学学習って参考書やワークをごりごりやるより、やむにやまれずな状況(例えば仕事で必要、とか彼氏が英語圏の人でコミュニケーションのためとか)
になったほうが上達しやすいと思いますよ。嫌でもやらなあかん。笑
人間は怠惰な生き物なので、切羽詰まった状況にならんとやる気が出ないという。悲しい。
もっとがんばらないと。

  1. 2018/06/02(土) 00:09:37|
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